Ramblers gonna ramble

There's a difference between being a depressed man and a depressed woman. It's just easier for a woman to fall into a relationship that can support her. I don't like making generalizations across sex divisions or racial lines but I'm doing it. Falling into a convenient relationship also causes things like murder and beatings. I… Continue reading Ramblers gonna ramble

Tiny ironic nightmares

I'm depressed past functioning. The past few days I've woken up energized, ready to work, get things I need to do done. In dreams. Short little dreams that are temporarily empowering before I actually wake up and going to buy cigarettes becomes a struggle.